i miss you.

i've come to know this feeling too well, i feel it on a daily basis, but it's getting rather old. it's been too long since i've seen you, but then again it's always been too long since i've last seen you. i constantly have to remind myself that you aren't only on the other side of a country, you aren't five hours time differences away; you are here, you are here with me, constantly. when i drink our favorite asian drinks that we always used to get before i left, you are there. when i see that heart painted on the ground in the carpark, you are there. when i see a pizza shop, you are there. when i play pokemon, you are there. when i think about russians, and excessive amounts of alcohol, you are there. when i go sleep, you are there. when i wake up, you are there. when i'm happy, you are there. when i am inches away from tears, you are there. when i am lonely, and over thinking, you are there. when i need you the most, you are there. even though you live in a different country, you are always there. i carry your heart, in my heart.