i miss you more than you'll ever know.

we don't talk as much anymore, i try to brush it off and pretend it doesn't matter, but it does, to me. i've tried to make casual conversation with you, but it is no use, you are a closed shell. we used to talk everyday, but now? it feels like i'm just annoying you. we used to share everything, stories, secrets, we'd talk and laugh for hours, and never get bored. but now? you cannot find the time for me, your too busy with her, the girl who has been messing around with you for months, and you always go back, even though you know you shouldn't. even someone who never talks to you has noticed how miserable you look, i tried again today to talk to you, but it was no use. i keep thinking to myself, did i do something? but i cannot think of anything i could have possibly done. you've simply shut yourself off, and for what? to be fucked over, again? honestly, it hurts me to see you like this, it hurts me that you wont talk to me, it hurts me that you have gone back, again. it hurts how much i miss you and it hurts that you don't seem to notice, or care.