Nothing prepared me for 

What the privilege of being yours would do

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how you smile when you blush
Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough
I would have known what I was living for all along

What I've been living for

Your love is my turning page
Where only the sweetest words remain

I’ve spent the last 17 years dreaming about kissing you and to know that in 3 weeks I’ll be able to kiss you as much as I want, makes my heart skip a beat. 

To me, you are a dream come true. 

 

Kill me

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me

So won't you kill me, so I die happy?

My heart is yours to fill or burst to break or bury

Or wear as jewelry, whichever you prefer

I can’t wait to wake up next to you 

 

i’m sure i’ve told you once or twice whilst i was drunk but i wish i could go back to the airport, when you were leaving. i’d run after you, like i wanted to. i’d hug you again, soaking up the last moments with your arms wrapped around me. i miss you. 

build me up, break me down

 

Whenever I go for my walks it’s always whilst the sun is going down 

Every time i look up to the sky, I see you 

In the golden and pink sunsets

In the warmth

But not only in the sunsets or the last ray of light from the day 

I see you in the clouds too

In the deeper, darker parts

Because you aren’t just light, you’re deep and dark too

I don’t think I’d love you the way I do, if you were made up of just light 

I love you because of your darkness 

You have the same kind of darkness that I do 

& I think our demons play nicely together 

It’s better to feel pain than nothing at all 

And I wish I was crying on your shoulder 

But there would be no tears 

Pour me out

Wake up in the morning and it's not so bad,

I can taste you on my lips and it makes me sad.
There's a part of me that just wants you back,
You're the one thing I want that I never did have.
That I never did have.

Fill me up,
Steam me up,
Hear me shout,
Tip me over and pour me out

Pour me out on the concrete, next to your feet
Do I have to cry out?
Can you hear me?
Oh, just to be with you.

 Life is anything but fair 

 touch me like you do in my dreams 

 

If I had to talk about soulmates

I’d tell them about us 

Oh hey there

I love you 

I miss you 

What’s new? 

It’s harder now. 

Because I know, you know. 

Before, I just hoped you knew.  

But now I know, that you know. 

And I know you, you love me too. 

And that makes it harder than ever. 

I miss you

If only I’d had the guts to tell you all the things that consume my mind. 

 I saw you in my dreams again last night.