It’s better to feel pain than nothing at all 

And I wish I was crying on your shoulder 

But there would be no tears 

Pour me out

Wake up in the morning and it's not so bad,

I can taste you on my lips and it makes me sad.
There's a part of me that just wants you back,
You're the one thing I want that I never did have.
That I never did have.

Fill me up,
Steam me up,
Hear me shout,
Tip me over and pour me out

Pour me out on the concrete, next to your feet
Do I have to cry out?
Can you hear me?
Oh, just to be with you.

 Life is anything but fair 

 touch me like you do in my dreams 

 

If I had to talk about soulmates

I’d tell them about us 

Oh hey there

I love you 

I miss you 

What’s new? 

It’s harder now. 

Because I know, you know. 

Before, I just hoped you knew.  

But now I know, that you know. 

And I know you, you love me too. 

And that makes it harder than ever. 

I miss you

If only I’d had the guts to tell you all the things that consume my mind. 

 I saw you in my dreams again last night. 

I love you.

I could write endless hours of nonsense but you’ll still never know. 

Did I make it all up?

I think there will always be apart of me that will love you, 

That will want you, 

That will always fantasise a life with you, 

That will always wish I could turn back the clock. 

If only I could go back, relive my life, change almost every decision I’d made. 

Looking back now I can’t understand how I could’ve been so stupid, so naive, so utterly oblivious to what was. 

How could I not see what was so blatantly in front of me all along? 

How could I be so blind? 

But was I really? was I pushing away something that was always there? 

Something that scared me. 

Something that I was so terrified to ruin, that I didn’t do anything at all. 

I was frozen. 

I always so scared that if it didn’t work, if we didn’t work out, I’d ruin it, I’d ruin it all. 

I’d loose my best friend… 

How could I possibly wager that bet. 

How could I possible risk you.. 

Risk us… 

For something that I may have made up in my mind. 

Did I make it up all along? 

Or am I still that naive? Am I still that blind? 

Did I make it all up?  

Is it all in my head.. 

I think I always will.

I love you, like I really really love you. 

I always have. 

I think I always will. 

How can I be so selfish at a time like this..

Are you okay? 

Maybe not, but I’m sure you will be. 

You must feel so alone 

You must be so lost 

Your whole world has been flipped upside down

Where will you go, what will you do.. 

I’m so selfish but I can help but hope you’ll come back to Australia now.. 

Will I finally be able to see you again. 

How could I possibly be thinking of myself when you’re in the position you’re in.. 

but I can help it - I miss you so much. 

Please come home rob, I’d give anything to be able to hug you, spend any time I can with you, just be around you. 

I love you so much, I hope I can hear your voice soon. 

It feels like forever

Looking at you through the glass 

Don’t know how much time has passed 

All I know is that it feels like forever 

But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home 

Sitting all alone inside your head 

broken hearts club

I'm the newest member of the broken hearts club

We hate every little thing about the people that we love
We're the let-down, we're the lied-to, where the lost go and it finds you
Where the lonely make the lonely feel less lonely, and we're dyin' to
Invite you to stay, and take away the pain
'Cause misery loves company, so hey, what do you say?

I guess if you can’t beat em, join em.

the broken hearts club - gnash 

It was so long ago...

I can’t stop thinking about what you said. 

I can’t stop repeating your apology over in my head. 

It was so unexpected 

But maybe I should have been expecting it.. 

I don’t know. 

But I certainly don’t feel as crazy anymore. 

After 13 years not seeing or speaking to you.. 

at least I don’t feel crazy anymore.

Do you know?

You’re all I hoped I’d find,
In every single way. 

Who fucking knows

Will I ever gather up the courage to tell you how I really feel? 

Do you already know? 

Why do I write these stupid posts? 

Who fucking knows.